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  • Aira syifa Athaya
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  • katofrie
    katofrie9 օր առաջ

    LMAO saying she's not a songwriter??? When she just wrote a whole actual song (and has before) ♥ YOU ARE AN ACTUAL SINGER SONGWRITER!!

  • Katie Owens
    Katie Owens15 օր առաջ


  • Megan S
    Megan S24 օր առաջ

    colleen, what you were feeling was Dissociation

  • Denim Jeans
    Denim Jeans26 օր առաջ

    Flynn’s reaction was everything

  • Diedre Rosslee
    Diedre Rosslee29 օր առաջ

    Thanks for talking about the relevant shit!👌🏻🤗

  • -𝕵𝖐 𝕱𝖆𝖓𝖌-
    -𝕵𝖐 𝕱𝖆𝖓𝖌-29 օր առաջ

    Hi, Colleen, I doubt you will ever see this but I just wanted to say I wrote a song about this topic and it's on my channel if you want to check it out, or not that's fine too also it is really raw and I have no background music but it is a start :P

  • Lisa Lisa
    Lisa LisaԱմիս առաջ

    Ok. The beginning fosse dancing totally gave me dirty dancing vibes when she’s learning how to dance and keeps laughing and I’m LIVING for it 💙

  • 5timesthefun
    5timesthefunԱմիս առաջ

    LITTLE KIDS BRING SO MUCH JOY TO LIFE!!! Flynn is the best :)

  • Lynn LaRosa
    Lynn LaRosaԱմիս առաջ

    I love your song!

  • Emotional Teen
    Emotional TeenԱմիս առաջ

    Your song is really good!!! :)

  • Just call me June
    Just call me JuneԱմիս առաջ

    I love your singing Colleen!

  • Nina Chilbert
    Nina ChilbertԱմիս առաջ

    I always watch colleens videos on 1.5x - except when she sings. Then back to normal speed so I can enjoy it even more 🙂

  • Ashley Please
    Ashley PleaseԱմիս առաջ

    What a deep episode. Love the song. Good wholesome content

  • Ayushi Aishwarya Panigrahi
    Ayushi Aishwarya PanigrahiԱմիս առաջ

    *Colleen saying she's stealing the song* meanwhile me: gurl dats not stealing, u were just inspired by it :)

  • Ayushi Aishwarya Panigrahi
    Ayushi Aishwarya PanigrahiԱմիս առաջ

    Colleen: "talented songwriters, write a song about that." Me: COLLEEN *YOU* ARE THE TALENTED SONGWRITERRRR GURLL THE CONCEPT IS EVERYTHING AHHHH😍😍😍 THE LYRICS, THE WORDINGS, THE MUSIC, YOUR VOICE... *EVERYTHINGGGGG!!!!!* AMAZINGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! COLLEENNNN UGHH, I LOVE THE CONCEPT, It's so damn relatable (at least to me). Its soo true, the concept is truly beautiful, the song is wonderful, ITS GORGEOUSS!!!!! **YOU HAVE TO MAKE AN ALBUMN & THATS ON PERIOD LUV.** Love You Lots Colleen, Love You So Much!!

  • Laura Johnson
    Laura JohnsonԱմիս առաջ


  • Shauna Rhea
    Shauna RheaԱմիս առաջ

    The way you feel like you are watching yourself in moments could be disassociation

  • Paulina Dackiw
    Paulina DackiwԱմիս առաջ

    I literally recorded that song on my voice memos bc I love it so freaking much! Pls pls pls make that an actual song it’s SO AMAZING love u Colleen! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • stantwitterpharb
    stantwitterpharb Ամիս առաջ

    Trisha pastas style thumbnail lol

  • Isabel Dowling
    Isabel DowlingԱմիս առաջ

    Make the song with Erik !!!!!!!!

  • Ryland Cloud
    Ryland CloudԱմիս առաջ

    Colleen should make a video of the songs she has made ESPECIALLY THIS SONG like I love the song she just sang. So yeah she should definitely make a video with all her written songs

  • The Zuttermans
    The ZuttermansԱմիս առաջ

    Can you make a music video for this please please please!! It's really good!

  • The Zuttermans
    The ZuttermansԱմիս առաջ

    This song is BEAUTIFUL! And so relatable.

  • The Ambracer
    The AmbracerԱմիս առաջ

    Flynn being super excited to see the lego thing was everything. Also, love your voice. ^_^

  • Michelle-Deliah Jöhnk
    Michelle-Deliah JöhnkԱմիս առաջ

    I really need this song (when it's fully ready) on my Spotify playlist 💞

  • laila.a.h_5
    laila.a.h_5Ամիս առաջ

    This song reminds me of something Sara Bareilles would write and I love it

  • Charlotte Worth
    Charlotte WorthԱմիս առաջ

    The little clip of when your editing, your hair looks really good

  • Charlotte Worth
    Charlotte WorthԱմիս առաջ

    You should post the song at the end with words and chords so other people can play it too!! I know I want to

  • Charlotte Worth
    Charlotte WorthԱմիս առաջ


  • Charlotte Worth
    Charlotte WorthԱմիս առաջ

    I love the thumbnail!!!

  • Gemma Prothero
    Gemma ProtheroԱմիս առաջ

    Love this song Colleen! xx

  • Sisilia S
    Sisilia SԱմիս առաջ

    I loooooooove Flynn's excitement and pure joy! He is such a sunshine

  • Rachel Davis
    Rachel DavisԱմիս առաջ

    I haven’t even finished the song and am crying. The tears come from a place of relief, feeling understood and knowing I’m not alone. Your song describes some of my experiences with did, dissociation related to complex ptsd, derealization and depersonalization. I, too, feel paralyzed. Thank you for sharing. You and your music are a gift to so many in ways you could not fathom. Hug your sweet boy and be gentle with yourself 💜

  • skintea
    skinteaԱմիս առաջ

    i love you colleen!!

  • Anne Fleur Veendorp
    Anne Fleur VeendorpԱմիս առաջ

    Omg the dance reminded me of your sassy dances. Please do some of those again :)

  • Liv S
    Liv SԱմիս առաջ

    The flawless transition from head voice to chest voice to mixed 😍😍😍 ughhhhhhhhhh

  • curlzgirl704
    curlzgirl704Ամիս առաջ

    No one else needs to write it because you wrote it hunny bunny🍯🐰💛💛💛

  • Esther Byrne
    Esther ByrneԱմիս առաջ


  • Grzegorz Walkowiak
    Grzegorz WalkowiakԱմիս առաջ

    I love that song

  • Rae Jay
    Rae JayԱմիս առաջ

    Flynn’s reaction to finding the car carrier and Coleens reaction to Flynn losing his complete mind.! Living for it.

  • Mollie Wilson
    Mollie WilsonԱմիս առաջ

    I really like your song. I like all the fun rhythms and chords and how it sounds dreamy

  • Adrienne and Luisa
    Adrienne and LuisaԱմիս առաջ

    hi colleen! we recently did a cover of your song, (the one where you said you wrote a song about how you see yourself through someone's eyes!). it would mean the world if you checked it out!! the video is in our channel, and we wish you the best! 💕 and we hope you like it🥺🥺

  • Alexa Neuhauser
    Alexa NeuhauserԱմիս առաջ

    I love you a lot colleen ballinger 🍩

  • Ninuur ada
    Ninuur adaԱմիս առաջ

    Spoiler alert for good trouble please!!! Love Erik on the show

  • Chloe Faircloth
    Chloe FairclothԱմիս առաջ


  • Cathlene Cruz
    Cathlene CruzԱմիս առաջ

    Hi Colleen, Ive been watching your for 4 years now and I love your singing, Im doubting youll ever see this but if you do I wanted to ask what the cords are to the BEAUTIFUL song you sang at the end, lol its stuck in my head now and i keep humming it without realizing, and when my parents run errands, I sing it outloud. ❤️❤️❤️ Love you Colleen and you've helped me through these years more than you could imagine.

  • marypierrejoseph
    marypierrejosephԱմիս առաջ

    Also I love you.

  • marypierrejoseph
    marypierrejosephԱմիս առաջ

    I need that song on spotify.

  • gabriela
    gabrielaԱմիս առաջ

    COLLEEN UR LITTERALLY SO TALENTED WTF!!!! ur voice is so angelic and the face you make while singing is just so pure and innocent i fall in love.

  • Valerie Proulx
    Valerie ProulxԱմիս առաջ

    Oh my! I remember playing with rolypolies during my childhood. I mentioned them to my hubby before and he didn't know what I was talking about until I explained them.

  • Annie things
    Annie thingsԱմիս առաջ

    14:45 NOT TRUEEEE! Jesus knows YOU more than you know yourself so looking at yourself through HIS eyes is the best thing EVERRRRRRRRE! 💖 dont only take my word for it - ask anyone who knows Him! 💕 ilysm everyone

  • Annie things
    Annie thingsԱմիս առաջ

    It love her " playing music face " 🤣

  • Isah Tomas
    Isah TomasԱմիս առաջ

    I LOOOOOVE THE SONG! You should totally release it.

  • christina rouhana
    christina rouhanaԱմիս առաջ

    Your such an inspiration! You help me finally seek help with my anexity and ADHD. I finally seeked therapy. I’m a mom of 3 boys and love watching you as a mom.

  • Squirrel Girl
    Squirrel GirlԱմիս առաջ

    I really like the song

  • Kate yvon
    Kate yvonԱմիս առաջ

    Why doesn’t Colleen know that when he sees me has been trending or weeks on tiktok yet?

  • ryan !
    ryan !Ամիս առաջ


  • Katie Fancey
    Katie FanceyԱմիս առաջ

    Yep!!!! Spot on!! Your song❤

  • Laura Walker
    Laura WalkerԱմիս առաջ

    The part in the melody is also similar to Gravity by Sara Bareilles. I LOVE the song though. Keep going. And I really hope you can see yourself how you are, I get you. ❤️

  • Zeynep Çetinkaya
    Zeynep ÇetinkayaԱմիս առաջ

    is it just my tumbnail or..?

  • Jazmine McMahon

    Jazmine McMahon

    Ամիս առաջ


  • MsCloudnumber9
    MsCloudnumber9Ամիս առաջ

    no colleen the what i did for love interval is at a different key so you're okay, no one has ownership over intervals lol

  • MsCloudnumber9
    MsCloudnumber9Ամիս առաջ

    the song gave me major waitress vibes

  • missred
    missredԱմիս առաջ

    "In the end the most intimate relationship we ever have is the one we have with ourself." ❤

  • jen johnston
    jen johnstonԱմիս առաջ

    You may have had hair loss in that spot from stress and it grew back!

  • Elated
    ElatedԱմիս առաջ

    Colleen! I’m a music producer. Do you want to work together and put this song out?

  • Juke
    JukeԱմիս առաջ

    The song sounds a lot like depersonalization/derealization, dodie clark wrote a song called "when" about it

  • Mariah Stewart
    Mariah StewartԱմիս առաջ

    Colleen I literally love that song.

  • Toy's Universe
    Toy's UniverseԱմիս առաջ

    The thumb nail.......

  • Maggie Hayes
    Maggie HayesԱմիս առաջ

    That song was amazing.

  • marina mchenry
    marina mchenryԱմիս առաջ

    the song is super good

  • Hi S
    Hi SԱմիս առաջ

    OMG that song is everything I love it so much ❤

  • Jailene La Santa
    Jailene La SantaԱմիս առաջ

    Record this song I need it on my playlist gave me goosebumps 😖

  • Gracie De La Cruz
    Gracie De La CruzԱմիս առաջ

    Colleen, I loved that song!!

  • cutiekaileigh
    cutiekaileighԱմիս առաջ

    Wait till Colleen finds out “when he sees me” Is trending on tiktok too

  • Mollie Lysack
    Mollie LysackԱմիս առաջ

    Wow this song is beautiful 🤩

  • Sarah R
    Sarah RԱմիս առաջ

    Love this!!

  • Joseph Candelaria
    Joseph CandelariaԱմիս առաջ

    Damn! I love your moves! Good job!

  • Emilee Gay
    Emilee GayԱմիս առաջ

    This song needs to be produced 🥰

  • seven23july
    seven23julyԱմիս առաջ

    This song is beautiful! I totally understand everything you’re saying. I live most of my life as if someone is watching me. I never feel “safe” and fully alone.which isn’t exactly what you’re talking about. I hope this idea is the start of you unraveling all the opinions put upon you, and you getting back to your own mind. 💗

  • actressnut lulu
    actressnut luluԱմիս առաջ

    Colleen, have you thought about going 30 days heat free on your hair? It might be making it break, I know it makes mine break off near my ears! A little heat break could help?

  • Samie Supreme 4711
    Samie Supreme 4711Ամիս առաջ

    Omg. Flynn’s reaction to the car carrier was amazing and so fricking cute. He’s adorable. Omg. He’s everything.

  • Lucy Geisler
    Lucy GeislerԱմիս առաջ

    My Own Mind by Colleen Ballinger has a nice ring to it. Beautiful song! ❤️

  • danni danni danni
    danni danni danniԱմիս առաջ

    PLEASE film more reactions of Flynn getting gifts from the squirrel, his initial yelling to tell you was TOO FUNNY

  • Puckjee !
    Puckjee !Ամիս առաջ

    I really feel the lyrics

  • Puckjee !
    Puckjee !Ամիս առաջ

    I love the songggg

  • DJ PonPie (DJ)
    DJ PonPie (DJ)Ամիս առաջ

    Hey Colleen! I don’t know if that’s what the musical episode of the podcast is but maybe for a video you could go back and sing all of the random songs you’ve written over quarantine because they’re all so good and I need a completed version 💕

  • DJ PonPie (DJ)
    DJ PonPie (DJ)Ամիս առաջ

    I get waitress vibes from the song it’s so good!

  • Breanna Miller
    Breanna MillerԱմիս առաջ

    She talks about therapy and how her therapist “is a good one”. But how do I know if mine is good? She seems to know, but I don’t.

  • Breanna Miller

    Breanna Miller

    Ամիս առաջ

    @Adrienne Credo all she really does is let me talk. So I don't know. She gave me one thing that didn't even help.

  • Adrienne Credo

    Adrienne Credo

    Ամիս առաջ

    If you feel like your therapist is making you go “wait oH THAT MAKES SENSE,” I’d say they’d be a great therapist for you

  • Amazing 08
    Amazing 08Ամիս առաջ

    One of my favorite things about Colleen is her expressions while she sings😚❤️

  • Erik Jesús Lozano Díaz
    Erik Jesús Lozano DíazԱմիս առաջ

    Colleen I feel the same with that song, I literally have been making songs same as you, and I'm not a songwriter either but it helps get our word out in some kind of art.

  • Alex
    AlexԱմիս առաջ

    Does the thumbnail look like that for anyone else?

  • Jennifer1216
    Jennifer1216Ամիս առաջ

    colleen i am so serious.. put that song on spotify

  • Jax Scales
    Jax ScalesԱմիս առաջ

    “Thank you, squirrel” So cute 🥺

  • Kimbelle Possabllee
    Kimbelle PossablleeԱմիս առաջ

    I love all the thing they do for Flynn. That kids going grow up and see how much his parent loved him. They seem to find so much happiness in just making Flynn happy. I never been family channel person but I love Colleen family

  • Kaylee Mejia
    Kaylee MejiaԱմիս առաջ


  • Daniella LaBonte
    Daniella LaBonteԱմիս առաջ

    Colleen: I am not a song writer Me: you have multiple song that you perform Colleen: *sings* Me: what da.... she be good

  • Rachel Ravenclaw
    Rachel RavenclawԱմիս առաջ

    Imagine seeing yourself how Flynn sees you!

  • treebles
    treeblesԱմիս առաջ

    i want squirrels to give me gifts too!

  • Vashawn Lawes
    Vashawn LawesԱմիս առաջ

    Is it me or Colleen looks pregnant from the front