Nervous about My Twin Pregnancy

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  • Christina Walker
    Christina Walker2 օր առաջ

    Yeah I get to see them a lot I got to see mine every week

  • TutorialBeary
    TutorialBeary4 օր առաջ

    My aunt had twins and she might not have been strong enough for it but you have people that love 💕 you and you will make it through it

  • Nina Lucic
    Nina Lucic5 օր առաջ

    Colleen is such a great mom

  • Julie Englefaris
    Julie Englefaris8 օր առաջ

    Do twins run in your family or his?

  • Bree Nikas
    Bree Nikas9 օր առաջ

    How far along are you? Because not to scare you but my sister was going to have twin girls and one stopped growing at 13 weeks and one is now 15 weeks.

  • Bree
    Bree10 օր առաջ

    You have this babe

  • rivrox17
    rivrox1711 օր առաջ

    You and Hila Klein need to go through this together!!! You both have little bodies and are equally as scared

  • grumbybee
    grumbybee11 օր առաջ

    ethan and hila of the h3h3 podcast are having twins possible triplets maybe try connecting with her !

  • Grace Gradowski
    Grace Gradowski12 օր առաջ

    Flynn spinning around after he got the ball off literally made me laugh out loud

  • Jennifer Coles
    Jennifer Coles12 օր առաջ

    God chose YOU to be those babies’ mom. He doesn’t make mistakes. He knew what he was doing and why. There is a purpose for you and for the babies. He will never put more on you than you can bare. I have 4 children and currently pregnant with twins. Their father works so much that I’m practically a single mom. I’m still trying to figure out how I’m going to do it all alone. But I know I will do fine because everything I do is built on love for my kids! I sense that it’s the same for you. You will do just fine!

  • Cloe Bratz
    Cloe Bratz12 օր առաջ

    we need to normalize ranting ab pregnancy symptoms. ppl make it seem like its a stigma and “its going to be ok” or “suck it up”. it shouldnt be! colleen is one of the strongest ppl we know like if u agree ⬇️

  • Caitlin Gerrish
    Caitlin Gerrish13 օր առաջ

    Ok we need a Trisha Mukbang again!!!!!!!!

  • Kimberly Berrios
    Kimberly Berrios14 օր առաջ

    Mami you are so strong never forget that. You did it once and I’m sure you can do it again. You are not alone. You have such a huge family, us and other mommas. Download apps or follow blogs on facebook or other platforms. Again you got this momma. I believe in you. Sending you positive vibes, love, hugs and so much laughter ❤️

  • R Bailey
    R Bailey14 օր առաջ

    New twin Momma right here! 🙋🏼‍♀️ I was also scared shitless. 😂

  • Bri Black
    Bri Black14 օր առաջ

    I just found out I’m pregnant last weekend and I’m so terrified. 😭 my last pregnancy was so rough and I have emetophobia, so the morning sickness for 4 months straight was super traumatic. 😩 I’m not having twins but you’re definitely not alone when it comes to being afraid of pregnancy

  • Sadie Brubaker
    Sadie Brubaker15 օր առաջ

    Congrats I' happy for you but I hated to watch you cry. I understand. Its all gonna be ok

  • Friendly Fire Podcast
    Friendly Fire Podcast15 օր առաջ

    Colleen I think you should get in touch with @rcole, Rachel Cole who is a producer with the Try Guys, had two twin girls a couple of years ago. She was also on the Baby Steps podcast which I think you would like.

  • Lena Z.
    Lena Z.15 օր առաջ

    It's ok to stress, Colleen. Everything is going to be ok. God never gives us more that we can handle.

  • Amanda Husky
    Amanda Husky16 օր առաջ

    Who is here after the second twin dies...? 😞🤚

  • Ryan McCluskey
    Ryan McCluskey16 օր առաջ

    Using my husbands account for this post. I’m currently 28 weeks pregnant with identical twin boys. It has been an extremely difficult pregnancy. I was extremely nauseous the first few months and lost 10 pounds (I weighed 120lbs before pregnancy). I am still on nausea medication because the last time I went off of it, the nausea came back. I was recently diagnosed with gestational diabetes and now have a short cervix on top of that. My best advice is just to take it one day at a time, don’t hesitate to ask for help, and listen to your body if you need to take it easy. I still haven’t fully processed that I am having twins. There are no twins in either of our families and this is also my first pregnancy. I was definitely terrified of being pregnant with twins but also still very scared of raising two babies at the same time. You are stronger than you realize and it’s definitely 100% normal to be scared.

  • Geselle Duke
    Geselle Duke16 օր առաջ

    I am the second twin of a set. Well, I'm a girl and my older sibling is a boy. We've both been excellent academically, but we're complete opposites when it comes to our personalities and my parents never compared us in the regard of saying that one of us should be like the other. I'm guessing that's why we grew up loving each other as bestfriends or two sides of a single coin. So, Colleen, just love on them like you would a set of individually born kids. Them being twins is magical, but it shouldn't take away the magic of them being individuals and you being a great mom to each separately and individually. Also doing it scared is still better than not doing it at all. My mom was scared too, she even thought she was having one and contemplated abortion (which is not my forte'). So keep going, trooper! :) All the best. Also, keep Jesus in it! You won't regret it.

  • somerset 808
    somerset 80817 օր առաջ

    talk to itsjudyslife

  • Twigly Alicia
    Twigly Alicia17 օր առաջ

    I hope you are okay!

  • Daniela Rubio
    Daniela Rubio17 օր առաջ

    Not every pregnancy is the same coleen, this time might be so different. Symptoms for me were stronger. But it was actually not that bad it was so similar to my singleton births.

  • Daniela Rubio
    Daniela Rubio17 օր առաջ

    My experience was a little different because I always knew I was going to have twins. I wasn’t scared but I realize that’s not everyone’s experience. I think I was a bit nervous for delivery. Since I had two previous vaginal deliveries, and I knew I would have a csection because they were identical. You can get through it!

  • Amber Allen
    Amber Allen17 օր առաջ

    I have anxiety and terrible panic disorder. I hated being pregnant with my son. I didn’t think I would make it through it. He is 8 now. About 5 days ago I had a dream about two baby dolls. One in each baby carrier. 2 days later I took a test and the lines showed up almost instantly and so dark. And a digital (pregnant) I had just seen a fertility specialist on may 13th and she did an ultrasound and said my left ovary was fixing to ovulate or had just ovulated and that I had PCOS and scheduled me for surgery to have 3 cysts removed. So I never thought that pregnancy test would say positive. If I’m going by the time she said I was ovulating then technically I’m Only about 2 1/2 weeks pregnant. I’m scared to death. I had a traumatic pregnancy with my son and an awful birthing experience. I fear I may also be having twins. I don’t know why I feel that way. Only time will tell

  • Corisa Brown
    Corisa Brown17 օր առաջ

    Colleen. You are seriously an inspiration in my eyes. I wasnt pregnant with multiples. But my first pregnancy was so hard. And I felt like I couldn't make it through. I know you can do this!!

  • The A&A Sisters
    The A&A Sisters17 օր առաջ

    It's okay to be scared, but God gave u twins for a reason and he put twins in there bc he knew that ur body and mind can handle it. I bet he made ur first pregnancy hard so u'll know and get a little used to what's going to happpen with ur twins. And u'll always have ppl to talk to.😊🤰🏻

  • Holland Whitley
    Holland Whitley17 օր առաջ

    Talk to the girl from the Try Guys!!! She has twins :)

  • Maddy Z
    Maddy Z17 օր առաջ

    Colleen being worrried and scared is sooo normal women are the strongest you can do it!!!!!!!! Your body wouldn’t give you something it couldn’t handle

  • Tik Toky
    Tik Toky18 օր առաջ

    Don’t worry we will be here for u

  • 1 million challenges
    1 million challenges18 օր առաջ

    You CAN do this, you aren’t weak, you are COLLEEN BALLINGER (A very STRONG and INSPIRING WOMAN)!!! Don’t give up, we all believe in you and care for you, even if you don’t see my comment I just want you to know that you are NOT alone 🥺

  • Katie Bee
    Katie Bee18 օր առաջ

    Am I the only one who's hoping she at least has one girl because we know that Flynn will be totally protective and adorable with her.

  • rblox gurl
    rblox gurl 18 օր առաջ

    girl you can do this you are amazing you did it with flyn! whats one more baby right just stay strong

  • HoneyNorris
    HoneyNorris18 օր առաջ

    My b day

  • Julia Brand
    Julia Brand18 օր առաջ

    You’re so strong! You are strong enough! You can do it! You are not alone!

  • Claire Beatty
    Claire Beatty19 օր առաջ

    You got this babe!! Your so strong and we are all here to support you

  • Binah Nguyen
    Binah Nguyen19 օր առաջ

    Lauren and Arie? They just had twins recently, like gave birth this month.

  • Deadly Nightshade
    Deadly Nightshade19 օր առաջ

    From a mom of two, you got this!!

  • Heaven Light
    Heaven Light19 օր առաջ


  • C&K
    C&K19 օր առաջ

    Talk to itsjudytime!!!

  • Andrea Jordan
    Andrea Jordan19 օր առաջ

    I have 20 year twin boys... you will be surprised what wonders you are capable of... you got this 🔥❤️🔥❤️

  • Natalie Foster
    Natalie Foster19 օր առաջ

    I’m currently pregnant and finding my sickness is 10x worse than with my first. I’m terrified it is twins!

  • ImSoLament
    ImSoLament19 օր առաջ

    I’m so happy you use your platform to be open and honest about your life. You’re one of the few people I see being real about how awful pregnancy is and having concerns about this new one is normal.

  • Grace B
    Grace B19 օր առաջ

    Awww havent watched for a while love flynns intro

  • Grace B
    Grace B19 օր առաջ

    I have twins in my family

  • Saki Loves
    Saki Loves20 օր առաջ

    Well on a positive note if you do want 3 kids atleast you only have to go through pregnancy twice

  • Potato Gall
    Potato Gall20 օր առաջ

    You can do this Colleen. We are all here to support you, and here to talk. Do not be scared, everything is going to be ok Colleen. Love you lots. 💜💜

  • Potato Gall

    Potato Gall

    20 օր առաջ

    You are the strongest woman I know Colleen. 💜💜

  • ummrania
    ummrania20 օր առաջ

    I don’t really follow vloggers I don’t really care about you tubers but Colleen, I LOVE these videos because they are raw and authentic and truly show what motherhood is like. It’s beautiful and terrifying and wonderful and messy and I love to see it portrayed as such ❤️.

  • fouoii gyhh
    fouoii gyhh20 օր առաջ

    Ah yes. Even when you feel overwhelmed know that if you still feel, you’re surviving.

  • Rando Rodriguez
    Rando Rodriguez20 օր առաջ

    At least your twins won't have to live through Covid-19

  • Sarah Hoover
    Sarah Hoover20 օր առաջ

    my mom was pregnat with me and my ideticle twin and she was strest too.

  • B M
    B M21 օր առաջ

    11 weeks pregnant now with faternal twins and I’m totally freaking out again lol. Have some days I’m like yeah, I can do this, but the majority I’m like arrrrgggghhhh what’s happening. Hoping it’s normal 😬

  • fouoii gyhh

    fouoii gyhh

    20 օր առաջ

    pensamientos positivos! DALE COLLEEN! puedes con esto!

  • Razzberry z
    Razzberry z21 օր առաջ


  • bodoti qwiu
    bodoti qwiu21 օր առաջ

    kept waking up with MY palms and fingertips and toes itchy for no reason, it felt like they were on fire, literally the weirdest thing that ever happened to me.

  • Fun CAndy
    Fun CAndy21 օր առաջ

    It’s all gonna be okay I know that you are gonna make it even though I have never been pregnant I trust that you can do this!!!!!!!❤️❤️❤️❤️🤗🤗🙏🥰😃

  • Honk
    Honk21 օր առաջ

    i am a twin and it was really hard for my mom for all of the Pregnancy but she made it and so can you :)

  • Wenn Mora
    Wenn Mora21 օր առաջ

    ✨🤍🤍🤍✨ - Eres más fuerte de lo que crees. - Tu cuerpo es sumamente sabio. - No te conozco pero puedo asegurar que eres una mujer increíble.

  • bodoti qwiu

    bodoti qwiu

    21 օր առաջ

    Don’t worry. I’m an fraternal twin and my twin and I came out fine, but we had to do it sea section. (Sea section is better so the babies head does not get squished)

  • mirage
    mirage21 օր առաջ

    Omg we have twin boys (17 months)! Very hard it changed our lives drastically in every way, We looooove our kids but I am sorry I am not going to sugar coat it it’s exhausting, on every level even my relationship with my husband has been affected we just live for the babies routine and drop dead on bed in the evening……we have been through the covid era with babies locked down at home and it was very difficult I did not even get to regain my strength from the pregnancy my pregnancy was very hard I had a boy in past however his pregnancy was a dream compare to the twins pregnancy :))) heyyyyy it is adorable when they play and laugh …

  • Maddie Cesar
    Maddie Cesar21 օր առաջ

    As a twin, biggest piece of advice is just to treat each one as different people. Try not to talk to them as one person. Remember they’re individuals! You’re going to be a great mom Colleen💞💜

  • Marian Kirkpatrick
    Marian Kirkpatrick21 օր առաջ

    I have three siblings but I’m not a twin so I want to know

  • Marian Kirkpatrick
    Marian Kirkpatrick21 օր առաջ

    What’s it like having a twin

  • Elizabeth Dawn
    Elizabeth Dawn21 օր առաջ

    Have you tried to take preggy pops to help with the nausea feeling? You can find them in a box at CVS or Walgreens, I believe. I had them when I was pregnant with my kiddo! They are awesome

  • Spirit Hunter / Psychic Medium
    Spirit Hunter / Psychic Medium21 օր առաջ

    Omg congratulations🥳👣👣 you’ll do fantastic xx

  • Jackie Devine
    Jackie Devine21 օր առաջ

    I'm pregnant with my first and this is my rainbow baby. I'm scared too bc I've never gone through it. I'm 25 weeks and due in September ❤

  • Christine McDougall
    Christine McDougall21 օր առաջ

    Being scared isn't a sign of weakness. Moving forward and doing your best while scared is strength. Colleen you are strong. I get why you shared your feelings you want others to know it's okay to be scared. To let others know so they can be strong for you when you're not is okay. We are not meant to be solo women. Blessings Colleen!

  • Angela's Albo
    Angela's Albo21 օր առաջ

    You r so lucky, n blessed stay healthy n strong...You r going 2 b great! God less🙏🏽You got this...Go 2 sleep.

  • Tarot del Sur *
    Tarot del Sur *21 օր առաջ

    Eres maravillosa y muy valiente Colleen, llorar y estar asustada en tu situación es sabio, es ser consciente de tu responsabilidad y el camino que te queda por delante. Tambien es una señal de que estas lista y que vas a poder con esto! Vamos colleen! Te queremos mucho y yo desde Chile te mando un abrazo de oso y te mando todos mis pensamientos positivos! DALE COLLEEN! puedes con esto!

  • Jill Stopforth
    Jill Stopforth21 օր առաջ

    The flagrant lift intraorally knock because pig amazingly arrest by a innate craftsman. smelly, relieved shrine

  • Hello Hi
    Hello Hi21 օր առաջ

    I am a twin but I’m a girl and he’s my boy

  • Jocelyn Jeffries
    Jocelyn Jeffries22 օր առաջ

    My mom had twins during 2020 and she had a pretty good pregnancy but there were times when it was hard on her. And she had to have a C-Section and after that it was extremely hard on her but she got through it and ik you can definitely get through this! You’re very strong and you are so amazing. You can do this, it was hard for my mom but she wouldn’t change a thing. She also had the same pregnancy as you

  • Audra Urbanic
    Audra Urbanic22 օր առաջ

    Don’t worry. I’m an fraternal twin and my twin and I came out fine, but we had to do it sea section. (Sea section is better so the babies head does not get squished)

  • Snowyplayz
    Snowyplayz22 օր առաջ

    I want you to born the twins faster

  • Kortney Tackett
    Kortney Tackett22 օր առաջ

    Im very jealous.... My first pregnancy i almost died... Im terrified for another. Ur blessed baby❤

  • John Lefavor
    John Lefavor22 օր առաջ

    When will you find out the genders?

  • Charlotte
    Charlotte22 օր առաջ

    Everything is going to be ok you are a strong woman Colleen you can get through this you have millions of people supporting you through this time think about the amazing times you can have what there born think about happy it will make you all and flin aswell keep storing love you all and wish yo7 all the happiness in the world!💕🥰xxx

  • Molly
    Molly22 օր առաջ

    At least she's getting a 2 for 1 deal 😂

  • micah_rae
    micah_rae22 օր առաջ

    Boys Girls or boy and a girl

  • This is Ryder
    This is Ryder22 օր առաջ

    Pregnancy after a loss is hard, being pregnant with twins is hard, you should look for a group online for moms who are pregnant with twins after a loss. I would not have been able to go through my subsequent pregnancy without my support. My rainbow was born 13 months after our angel.

  • This is Ryder
    This is Ryder22 օր առաջ

    I am so excited for you. Being nervous is normal. Being sick is good news, it means the babies are thriving. I have many friends who have twins. You are awesome, and you got this.

  • M.
    M.22 օր առաջ

    I have been marveling at the comments from those who are twins, just like "wow, that's so cool". And so amazed at Colleens twin pregnancy...... and then BAM I remembered I am a twin ....

  • Tiffany Surrells
    Tiffany Surrells22 օր առաջ

    In the morning

  • Tiffany Surrells
    Tiffany Surrells22 օր առաջ

    It ok colleen u got it u can get threw it and right now its 1:11

  • Brynley_10
    Brynley_1022 օր առաջ

    You literally are so amazing I can’t believe it

  • TexAggieGrl12
    TexAggieGrl1222 օր առաջ

    I know you said you're in another headspace now, but if you're like me, it will go in cycles. I just had my mo/di twin boys in December. They are my first children, so it was terrifying for me as well because I had NO idea what to expect, other than things were going to be intense. My very first doctors appointment they told me I was "high risk" due to the type of twins I was having, so that definitely didn't calm my nerves. One big thing I would say (but I know its damn near impossible to do) is don't Google things. You'll get all sorts of nasty statistics that probably won't even apply to you. They told me I almost certainly would have a c section. I didn't. If you can, find a Moms of Multiples club in your area. They are a nationwide organization with real moms who have been through it and are a great resource for every stage of your kiddos lives. They helped calm my nerves a lot. I know this will likely get buried in the thousands of messages you get, but if you ever want to talk about anything, please don't hesitate to reach out. My identical boys are 5 months, and so happy and healthy. It's a lot of work but so so worth it.

  • cat hoskins
    cat hoskins22 օր առաջ

    There are Facebook groups for everything maybe you can find a group for moms that are also pregnant with twins

  • Abby. Bro
    Abby. Bro22 օր առաջ


  • Mi Psy
    Mi Psy22 օր առաջ

    Hi Colleen! Check out the positive birth company! They teach a short online course about realistic positive births to empower you with tools to give you a non traumatic birth. They cover c sections! I was depressed and scared in my pregnancy and I found that the courses really helped me. Hope you see it and it can help you too!

  • Frank Rizzi
    Frank Rizzi22 օր առաջ

    u are so pretty!!!

  • Candace
    Candace22 օր առաջ

    i bet its two girls or 1 girl 1 boy

  • Karley Culliton
    Karley Culliton22 օր առաջ

    I love the show Ryan is in right now his role is getting spicy 🌶

  • Remedy
    Remedy22 օր առաջ

    Fry baby’s?

  • Elle K
    Elle K22 օր առաջ

    GIRL. I'm having the exact same kind of twins as you (di/di) and found out a week after you did and i am FREAKING OUT. It's started to slowly sink in. I've been watching you for years and i screamed when i saw your twin announcement bc i couldn't believe it. I have been so scared for all the reasons you said and still am but having your vlogs to watch has done such good for my mental health while i've been processing this news. We can do it!!!

  • Bri The Crush Queen
    Bri The Crush Queen22 օր առաջ

    Just tell Flynn to stay a little cutie forever🥺

  • Juanita Santamaria
    Juanita Santamaria22 օր առաջ

    You are a strong woman You’re amazing

  • Radsista
    Radsista22 օր առաջ

    The burp caught me totally off guard 😂😂😂

  • Ren
    Ren22 օր առաջ

    If your body couldn’t handle it, it wouldn’t happen. You can do this!!!!! You’re stronger than you think! This will make you realize that!

  • Mary Johnson
    Mary Johnson22 օր առաջ

    It's perfectly normal to be worried, but what my Mom told me whenever I got really worried was, "You can do your best to prevent bad things but there's no use in spending the entire pregnancy worrying. Even if something bad did happen, wouldn't you like the time before the bad thing to be good memories, remembering it as a happy period in your life? Don't let fear control you and an entire 9 months of your life, just do your best to be healthy and know that you did everything right that you could, and enjoy this time, live in this moment." I don't know if this is comforting to anyone else, but for some reason it really helped me to understand that there's no point in worrying about things that are out of your control, all I could do was take care of myself and know I had done my best, and enjoy what I had right now.

  • Code Name
    Code Name22 օր առաջ

    Ah yes. Even when you feel overwhelmed know that if you still feel, you’re surviving.

  • Rachael Bell
    Rachael Bell22 օր առաջ

    Talk to Mindy McKnight from Cute Girls Hairstyles